My growth in that regard has definitely been gradual. And it's up and down. You'll come in one day thinking, "all right, I got it." And then it's, "We're putting in 21 personnel today." And I didn't play fullback in college, so now there's new categories of alignments and plays in my brain that I never really had to access before. So then you struggle off the bat, and once you feel confident there, it's, "alright, we're putting in our short yardage goal line plays," and that's completely different than anything you've been doing. When you're learning a new playbook, those ups and downs are expected, but I'm getting closer and closer every day to being in the automatic head space.
And that's something that you can always improve on. I could be eight years into my NFL and I'll still be learning. That's a process that never stops. I think what really helped me progress with the playbook was the nine practices we had in May and June. That work gave me a helpful head start, so when we came back from summer break, I already had an idea of what I was getting into. And the work we did in OTAs directly translated to camp, so I'm grateful for that work we did in the spring.
Even though I really did enjoy camp, it was obviously still hard. The days are long, you're constantly being challenged and as a rookie, you're learning so much at once. But I was surprised by how much of a brotherhood there is here, similar to the way it was in college. There's a supportive culture that the Bears have fostered and from what I understand, it's not like that everywhere. That is helpful when you're going through a tough camp and you look over and the dude next to you has been doing the same thing. It gives you confidence that you can do it too.